My mum told that,
eating fruits are very healthy!
It like prevents you from getting constipated.
Oh oh! And by eating fruits, can help to lose weight too. :D



Eat more huh!


Do I look as if I care?
Don't care, don't care.
Do I look as if I care?
I don't give a damn.



We've solved our first problem.
Rule the world can? (:

Hurray! :D




You know? I really don't know.
Don't know what to do or say to you.
Ah, what a difficult choice to make. =(


MILO CHIN CHOW !


It's been a long time since I had it.
There are so many memories to it!

I recall the first time I bought it,
I got someone else to buy it for me,
cos I was worried the Auntie would say she didn't have the drink,
then it'd be very embarrassing. Haha!

I must thank Liying for introducing it to me.




Milo Chin Chow, I love!


I learnt something.


TREASURE YOUR HEALTH.




Seriously.
When you're healthy and jumping about,
don't ever go up to a sick person and say something like,
"Wah, wish I was sick too lah. Then don't need to go to school."


Don't ever do that, I tell you.
When you really get it, it's HELL. Really.




Yeah, 3 days and 2 nights of camp almost killed me.
That just shows how weak I am, but that's not the point.
I wasn't feeling well for the whole of the past week.
From a slight fever, to throat ulcers, to vomiting.
And yes, I missed like 3 days of lessons and band practice.



Obviously, I have a lot of homework undone now lah.
I'm going to die doing them, because I don't know anything.
But yeah, I'll take care of that.


The THING is, I never wanna fall sick again.
At least for the next 6 months lah.
Not that the doctor's really mean or sleeping at home sucks,
but not being fit for school really makes you miss out a lot lah.
Not only the lessons,
but precious time with your friends too.



Ah anyway, I failed my first Chinese CT. =(
But I did pretty well for the Math one. =)

And I got a wonderful job in Band. :D


I enjoyed my day at home.
I practically spent all my time eating and sleeping,
and I coughed out a lot of phlegm already.


So, yeah. I feel much better already.



Sadly, I missed the 'Integrated Humanities Programme',
also known as Hum Skills, today.
They like learnt a lot of stuff on how to answer the questions lah.
Missed econs too.
And PE! Okay actually I'm happy about that.




Most importantly, I missed that BIG show! Awh man.
You all must provide me with a VIVID DESCRIPTION okay!
Basket lah, damn regret I wasn't there to cough and spread my germs.



Ah well, I love medicine in capsules.
I don't like liquid and normal tablets.
Liquids taste awful, and tablets are difficult to swallow.
So, yeah. Capsules are the best! (:


Grow up.


This is so cool.



I'm somewhat excited,
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do lah.
Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to it!




ADD OIL! :D


Oh my god lah.
I think if my nose grew on my ass right,
I'll be like totally peeing non-stop lah.

I recall Bibiana saying somthing like,
"If we didn't have a nose, how nice would that be."
Yeah, I sort of agree with that now.
But if I didn't have a nose, my face will really be flat. So, yeah.


Oh, and the scariest thing happened today.
I DIDN'T BRING MY CALCULATOR.

That's like the worst thing that can happen on the MATH COMMON TEST day.
Yeah, but luckily, after much worry and itch in the heart,
I got a calculator from Mr. Kerk!
Oh, saviour.

THANK YOU MR. KERK!
I'm really glad you're willing to lend me your calculator,
even though I'm in no way related to you.
Like, I'm wasn't even in your class before.

I must thank Siok Hwee too.
I guess he lent it to me because she helped me ask him lah.
So, THANK YOU SIOK HWEE!


Oh my god lah. Without the calculator,
I would have like totally failed the whole Math CT lah.
Damn scary can!
But then I still think I'll fail or something lah,
got no time to finish one question! =(


The school's so retarded lah.
There's no clock in the classroom!
Then I always don't know how much time's left.
Argh, I hope they get a clock soon.



Ah well, today has been unpleasant, but somehow pleasant.
And tomorrow's going to be another big day.
They're announcing the next Band Leaders!
Fwahaha. Guess and predict!
Better still, we should start betting on it. TSK.



A lot of people falling sick these few days.
Get well soon, everyone! :D


Omfg.


Maths is so irritating.
My ass can like totally catch fire while I do maths.


Yes, apparently I don't get the Polynomial Identity thing can.
But no, that's not the worse thing.
I don't get the Completing the Square thing more!



I will cry if I fail Math CT.
No, then again, I'll start swearing at that bitch.
I will kick her in the ass and make her roll down the stairs.

Oh my god lah, I hate such irresponsibility.
She's not taking pride in what she does,
so I guess she doesn't deserve any freaking respect from anyone.


I will loose weight faster than her, I tell you.



Unleash the devil!
ARGH.
-points the finger-


Jericho.
I like Bert Appermont too.
His compositions are really nice too. Hahaha.


I've counted!
There are like 5 solos in Jericho.
And they're all really beautiful.
But I still like the Eagle Bend solo more. Hahaha. ;x


Oh well, since its Jericho that we chose,
we must make it super duper bloody good okay!
Like totally rule the world with it! (:

MUST NOT DISGRACE MY SENIORS!

WAR! KNIGHTS! ROAR!!




Go CMB! :D


I'm back from camp!
Wahahahahaha.

I must say it was super duper fun!
Got to know many of my new classmates better.

A big thank you to all of you who played a part in making the camp so fun!
And also, I think we should really thank the instructors lah.
Without them right, I think the camp would have turned out
like our freaking NYAA camp lah.

Campfire was great too.
All the song and stuff was really fun. :D
I was super high lah. Haha!
Even though our little performance wasn't THAT good,
but I would say it was a good effort lah.



A a a a a A a a a a
A Woosah A Woosah Woosah Woosah a A!
Three Three Ba E Ba
Three Three Ba E Ba
SUA !
Let's do the Xi Shua Shua!
Xi Shua Shua Xi Shua Shua,
Xi Shua Shua Wo-oh Wo-oh!
Xi Shua Shua Xi Shua Shua,
Xi Shua Shua Wo-oh Wo-oh!
SUA!
Mai Sua!
One Three Three clap !
-Does macho clap-
YOU'RE FIRED !


Ahahaha! I so love our cheer lah.
Must thank all the UG people for teaching us these cheers! :D


Time with 3/3 was really great.
I think if all of us went for this camp in our Sec 2 classes,
we would have totally just went crazy and died lah. :D
Nevertheless, I had fun! (:


LEVEL CAMP ROCKS!


ALRIGHT.
I have a story to tell, and yes I'm damn pissed.
Obviously I'm not going to tell you the story,
but IF the story is true, I'll wake up with a BEARD tomorrow morning.

Omfg. How can you make such false accusations.
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM?
Fuck you, I did not grow up in Geylang. Asshole.
I, have a freaking clear and rational mind,
and do you realise that I'm like FIFTEEN this year?
Yes, underage. MY BRAIN IS WORKING LAH, for Pete's sake.



Ah nevermind. People always judge others by appearance,
or'd rather impressions that you've made previously.
Nevertheless, I sure have a clean conscience.
So, like whatever.



Had band today.
Interviewing the Sec Ones was, rather fun.
All the Sec Ones are so cute! Haha.
Mr Tan is getting more male members than females. Sexist lah!

But anyway, yeah, the same way we prepared the questions to ask,
I have a feeling they had a set of answers too. Haha!
Oh well, besides the little boy who said he wanted to play the oboe previously,
one of the guys I interviewed today said he wanted to play the oboe too!
Yeah, he's one of the few who got a FIVE for oboe.
Haha, destined to get another boy junior lah.
None of the girls got 5 for oboe lah, so, I guess its like that.


JAMES BARNES IS A GENIUS.

Yes, he's the composer of EAGLE BEND.
I really really think we should play Eagle Bend for SYF.
No lah, not only cos it has a beautiful Oboe solo, it's nice overall.
The whole piece's really pretty. So, yeah. Whooo!

And Fabian just told me that all James Barnes pieces have Oboe solos.
He must love me a lot lah. Fwahaha! (:

Three cheers for Oboists! :D



Ah, anyway, will be going for level camp tomorrow.
3 days 2 nights at Pulau Ubin. :D
Even though I'd really want to be grouped with 2/5,
this will be a great chance to BOND with my new classmates.


Hip hip hurray!
Group 6!


Here's something really corny.
I MISS 2/5 !

But still, I'm starting to like 3/3 a lot.
The thing is, I don't get a single shit about Econs.
Kinda fed up with the stupid terms.

Factors of Production?
I know, I know.
Land, labour, capital and enterprise!
Whoa, like so great.
I forgot what they're all about already. Haha!



Karna karna.


You put up a good show,
and the audience will applause for you. (:


SP concert was great.
Seeing Fabian on stage is so amusing that I find myself
laughing alone in the middle of some slow emo part of a song.
HAHA, like so mean.
No lah, I think Fabian looks like a little boy from my seat. Awh.

Think the SP conductor very cool.
Tall, skinny, and draws huge circles.
Many times bigger that the ones KDS draws.

I like the Hands Across the Sea.
The very first song.
I thought it was a really nice start. Hahaha. :D



Bought the stuff for class decorations today.
I think it's gonna look nice, from my imagination lah. Haha.

Three Tree? Tsk.



Aiya, I don't like such mixed feelings.
Don't know whether to be happy or sad.
With bits of guilt, somehow.
Nevermind. Life must go on.





Happy Birthday.


Oh my God, someone thinks I rock. HAHA.
Yeah, I know. LOL. Kidding.
I'm so flattered lah! TSK TSK. :D
Thank you, Jessie. Whoever you are. HAH.




Click to enlarge. (:

This is some part of Jerelyn's wonderful book.
And if you're lazy to enlarge, here's what it says.


"Go fuck yourself," Josip said loudly, his English slurred and accented but unfortunately very understandable. "This is our city. Our city. We fought for it, we bled for it, we fucking died for it. Fuck you. Fuck NATO, fuck you. This is our home. Our home. Not your home. ours. So we, we" - he staggered with the force of his inebriated emotion and just prevented himself from falling - "we will do what we want here. So fuck you, fuck every one of you, fuck your mothers, fuck your sisters, fuck your daughters, fuck yourselves, fuck yourselves up the ass, fuck each other, fuck you, fuck off, eat shit and fucking die."


Well, I'd say, funny to read out loud.
Sort of ends up like a tongue twister.
But I think the author has really over-used THE WORD.
I think the author wants to potray the image of some guy who's really pissed,
but it could have been done some other better.
This, isn't exactly the best way to do it lah, to me.
Oh well, I like the last bit that I bolded though. Haha.


Auditions were alright.
Got this little boy boy who said he wants to play the oboe!
But then I think he freaked out after I told him there's only one player a batch.
Yeah, nobody likes being lonely. =/




And, yeah apparently I've gotten over the whole break up thing.
Yes I know I seem like there's nothing wrong with me,
no wait, in fact, there's nothing wrong with me!
You know what? I think I should have done this a LONG time ago.
Like seriously.

Mix the tears with rain and water the plants,
stop the angsty shit,
just smile and move on.
Afterall, no point crying over spilt milk.
Save the miserable shit, just let things be happier.
There's so much more to the world than you can ever think of,
so like, yeah. Just let it go. :D


Going for SP band concert tomorrow!
I can't wait to see FABIAN and his wonderful arse on stage.

HYA?


I cannot tolerate people who gossip.
Not that I don't, but there are people who like totally
tell the whole world they're gossiping about someone lah.
Yeah, just stare, point, whisper and laugh.


I mean, if you're unhappy with something someone's doing,
go right up to the person and tell him/her lah.
Or if you don't want to, then hide in a dark corner and gossip about that person la.
Don't have to make it so obvious lah.
Not everyone's interested in your little gossip topic.



Think I rule the world lah.
My bladder is like super strong loh.
I beared with my pee from recess time til 2.50pm.
I ROCK. But I think if I keep doing that I'll just die lah. =/

Band was alright today.


I just think we're really damn behind time lah.
THERE'S NOT ENOUGH TIME.
And our freaking choice piece's not settled yet.
This is like VERY VERY scary lah. Help.

And tomorrow's there's auditions for the new Sec 1s.
I really think we shouldn't get another oboist lah.
The tuning is already so horrible, still want to add.
Oh anyway, I want a girl junior. (:




I really don't want you do be something you're not.
If that's what you really are, then be yourself.
Don't have to change or force yourself to be what you're not.
Cos nobody's ever happy that way.

So, please don't.
Cos I wouldn't do that for anyone except myself.
It's a selfish fact, but its still a fact.
This is me.



Ah, panda eyes. =(


Very, very sleepy.
I can't seem to finish my homework.
Especially the stupid history that I've been working
on for days, and still at the same page. Yes, page 7.



Time to put an end to this.
It wasn't correct right from the start.
Neither is it correct now.

I'm sad that this has to happen, but it has to.
I can't go on like this any longer. It gets too much to take.
Way too much.


Let's all go back to our original positions.
Where we were, where we came from.
Back to where everything was nice and simple.

This mess wasn't what we wanted, not intended. Or was it.



I think I'm getting fatter.
Blame it on the stupid sweets and chocolates.

=(



一粒，加油！


From today onwards, I'll be a happier person.
I shall concentrate on making my life better and more enjoyable.


Band.
Studies.
Friends.
Family.





Yeah.
And I like Grandfather's Clock. It's nice,
and so much easier than Hanukkah.
I think we can do it. (:


Haha, frankly, I like what I am. Like really.

I recall reading this somewhere.
It says, "No matter what happens, face with a smile."
I guess it just means to remain positive no matter what,
and not start panicking and just die.



So yeah, we'll be happier this way.


Omfg lah.
I'm like so dead can.
2nd week of school, and I feel like I can't finish my homework already.



What's with the stupid mindmaps! Fugh!
Stupid mindmaps, stupid mindmaps!
I hate mindmaps.
I've always thought mindmaps are useless.
And I still insist they're useless.



Eat shit and die.


Safari was so screwed lah.
Ah well, they're right. We must demand. Demand more.


Oh well, CCA open house was still fun anyway.
I like playing percussion instruments! So fun lah. Haha.
Yeah, maybe I'll just abandon my oboe for percussion lah.

TSK.


Anyway, it's quite fun to answer the parent's questions.
Like suddenly feel so damn smart like that. Lol!
It's fun, and educational. Improve oral skills! Yeah, what the?





If any Sec One happens to see my blog,
JOIN THE COMMONWEALTH MILITARY BAND!

Join the band and become smart.
You won't regret your choice!
Okay, maybe you will. But at least I didn't.



ADD OIL!


I wonder.
I mean, so many hours, so much sweat and tears,
so much hard work and more hard work,
wonder if all this is even worth it or not.


If this goes on, very soon,
we'll just all lose the will and strength to carry on,
and what's going to be left is just the tears, disappointments and regrets.

I don't want that to happen.
Not now, not ever.



Playing the oboe's something I really like.
In fact, love.


I hate it when people pronounce my name wrongly.
Like, "Alice", "Elsie", "E-Lize", and so on.
For your freaking information, it's E-LISE.
Yeah, pronounce the E like an E, and then the "lise".

I bet my mum feels damn smart because
she came up with a name that so many people can't pronounce.



Oh anyway, I think I'm the only one who appreciates funny stuff.
I mean, situations like the when the whole class is totally quiet,
then KOK suddenly crushes his paper up and the sound's really loud,
that's super funny lah!
And then I realise I'm like the only one laughing.




I finally caught Curse of the Golden Flower today.
I like watching movies with Bibiana,
except when she suddenly grabbed my wrist during the movie.
The movie was nice.
I bet a lot of guys went to watch many many times.
Oh well, Gong Li is pretty anyway, not including that part of her.
She looks pretty lah, as in her face. Okay, what the.




Well, I regret not doing my holiday homework.
Haha, I shall like go and do one composition now.


I like my teachers, for now. :D


I look like a freaking Sec 1 student can.
MY UNIFORM IS SO FUCKING BLUE!


Oh well, the first day of school was quite pleasant for me.
Our CM is Mr Gerald. Teaching us Econs & Geography.
As for the other subject teachers, I can't really remember.
But I kinda like my class.

Yay! Threegether as three! WHOO.
Well, I guess it isn't that bad afterall.
Like Mr Gerald said, have an open mind,
don't keep sticking to your old class.


I hope 3/3 will turn out to be a really great class to be in. (:



Mrs Teo's speech was such a repeat of the previous years,
except that her powerpoint slides had last year's results added in.
Then she just started saying the same thing all over again lah.
I mean, what happened to CREATIVITY and INNOVATIVENESS?
Haha, so much for setting a good example.


-sticks up a finger-


Ah, have to bring books to school tomorrow.
I'm praying my bag doesn't fall apart or something. Haha.
I hope lessons go well. (:




Time to start stocking up on food to eat in lessons. :D

Happy first day of school!



Oh, and one more thing.
I think the arrangement of the classrooms is damn retarded.
This must be done on purpose.
They just want to separate me from Bibiana and Bibiana from me.

Damnit.


Well, I guess 2007 could be a really beautiful year.
Why? I saw a rainbow yesterday!
It's so so pretty lah.
I took pictures, but it's not that nice
cos my phone camera's not that good.

It's still nicer to see it for yourself.








I wonder if there's really a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
But then again, where does it end? Hahaha. Oh well.
It's pretty, isn't it? :D


I had a lot a lot of guests over at my house yesterday.
My maternal side of the family,
plus a lot of my Dad's fellow golfers.
Yeah, apparently it was quite boring lah,
cos my cousins left early,
and I had nothing much to talk about with his fellow golfers.

Nevertheless, I had a wonderful dinner.
The food was damn nice I couldn't resist.
So much for wanting to lose weight. Haha!
I'll start tomorrow when school starts lah. :D


It's the beginning, so we're starting all over again.
I'm actually quite excited that school's starting tomorrow.
Even though I didn't complete my homework lah. Heh.

I can't wait to get to school tomorrow!
I can't wait to have the first lesson with my new class.
I can't wait to get to know my teachers.
I can't wait to start laughing at Mrs Teo when she starts talking.


I can't wait!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!


2006 has definitely been a great year, but it's over.
So now, let's wish for a great 2007 too!

As I'd do every year, list down my new year's resolutions.



I want to lose weight.
I must lose 5kg by June 2007.

I want to learn vibrato.
& of course improve more in playing the oboe.
& train until I can be in tune forever.

Get to know more bandmates better,
and like talk to them more.

Love 3/3`07 like I love 2/5`06.

Learn to organise my time properly,
so that I can handle my school work + band + personal time well.

Make an effort to talk to my family members more.

Visit Bibiana often,
and make sure she doesn't get bullied. :D

Stop destroying my shoes in less than 6 months.

Use my brain more,
and stop acting rashly.

To not spend unnecessarily,
save more money!




Ah, I guess that's all. (:
I shall try to achieve all of them.


To everyone out there, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May all of you have a great year ahead yeah.

All the best to all of you out there.
The new year's a whole new beginning for everyone.
So let's make the best out of it alrights!

Let's put all our unhappiness, faults, and all the shit behind us.
Let's start afresh.


How I wish you'd respond or something.
I have no idea why you're like that anyway.
It would have been a better beginning with your wishes though.



Goodbye 2006.
Hello 2007.

:D